::::::::: Its My LifE :::::::::

It had been some time since i saw the republic day parade on tv, and yesterday i did so......and to tell teh truth was dissappointed......the ceremony started with a stone -faced president giving out awards of bravery....all posthomus awards, received by old parents or widowed wifes of the dead, not a single person living received any award.........meaning you have to die to prove your allegience to the country and the flag, then followed the parade and i grew in awe of the uniform the power the everything........

swapped channels and a Bhagat Singh movie was showing, with ajay Devgan playing bhagat singh to such accuracy and more, that probably bhagat singh might feel the complex......so a martyr lays his life for the nation and everyone remembers him down 20 generations.......great and hats off.

swap channel and they r showing "the day after tomorrow"....the world is coming to an end as due to global temperature changes there is a complete unbalance and ice age is back again, but humanity being the strugglers that we are, has survived despite all odds....

another channel and they r showing a really stupid movie of a museum which comes to life at night and there is this really courageous night watchman who takes things into control overcoming crazy huns, wild monkeys, dinosorous, thieves.......wow....how exciting it must be be in power, facing all odds, becoming the hero...despite being so low down the order.

and finally it was toon time, shinchan, doremon, tom and jerry, popeye.......hahahaha, thats all u need to do, dont think dont ask dont comment, just watch and forget, all the depression, the thoughts, the answer searching comes to an end, all that remains is laughter, small talk, fussy comments and a nice way to end the day and sleep happy.

......ok.......

Professionally -i am stranded in a job, which i no longer like, the work pressure is too much, a lot of responsibilities (quite uncalled for), no promotion or raise, just incentives like peanuts, a lot of people to answer to, but not getting any answers for the questions i ask
Personally - my life is not going anywhere, its the same routine i am following day-in and day-out, i get up, do some exercise, freshen up, take the same road for work, drive in the rather dificult traffic, the same work for 12 hrs, go back home, have dinner and sleep

Great......Simply great.....

Probably i am exaggerating a bit..........let me try being positive......

"I am working with my dream brand, am getting recognition for my work, salary is good enough to have a decent life-style, i have good colleagues, nice work place, no personal problems with anyone at office.........I am having great food at home, spending time with Puchku is real fun, watching cartoon with her, playing all those silly games-makes me feel so child-like, i have a big, comfortable room to myself, i drive my own vehicle, have the freedom to go anywhere and everywhere...."

So I think i am doing pretty well.....Its all up to me to, as to which side of the coin i want to see......and ofcourse i hope to stick to the latter one.

so simple and down to earth.....but so true

Na hai yeh pana,Na Khona hi hai
Tera Na hona jane,Kyun hona hi hai

Tum se hi din hota hai,Surmaiye shaam aati
Tumse hi tumse hi,Har ghadi saans aati hai
Zindagi kehlati hai,Tumse hi tumse hi

Na hai yeh pana,Na Khona hi hai
Tera Na hona jan,Kyun hona hi hai

Aankhon mein ankhne teri,Bahoon mein baahein teri
Mera na mujhe mein kuch raha hua kya
Baaton mein baatein teri,Raatein saugatein teri
Kyun tera sab yeh ho gaya hua kya
Mein kahin bhi jata hoon,Tumse hi mil jata hoon
Tumse hi tumse hi

Shoor mein khamoshi hai
Thodi se Behoshi hai
Tum se hi tum se hi

Aadha sa wada kabhi,Aadhe se jayada kabhi
Jee chahe karlu is trah wafa ka
Chode na chote kabhi,Tode na tute kabhi
Jo dhaga tumse jud gaya wafa ka

Mein Tera sharmaya hoon,Jo mein ban paya hoon
Tumse hi tumse hi,Raste miljate hai
Manzile miljati hai,Tumse hi tumse hi

Na hai yeh pana,Na Khona hi hai
Tera Na hona jane,Kyun hona hi hai

I seriously thought that such fultoo time pass movies were no longer made..........but this movie is 200% fun.......and the song tum se hi is mind blowing...


Aditya Kashyap (Shahid Kapoor), a demoralized industrialist, gets even more depressed after attending the marriage of the girl he loves the most. Feeling ashamed to face the world, he walks out of the marriage gathering and boards a train in the night. Over there, he meets Geet Dhillon (Kareena Kapoor), a beautiful talkative girl who is leaving Mumbai to go to her hometown - Bhatinda (Punjab).

In the beginning, Geet irritates Aditya to a large extent and every meeting becomes mental torture for him. She discloses big plans to him of eloping with her boyfriend Anshuman (Tarun Arora) as she fears resentment from her parents. Geet irritates Aditya to the point of getting him to leave the train. As she tries to get him back on the train, she ends up missing it and the two find themselves stranded on a desolate station with no luggage or money. Geet confronts Aditya and tells him that he is now responsible of reaching her safely to her house in Punjab. Both of them begin an idyllic journey through the exuberant North Indian heartland, and make their way through buses, taxis and camel-carts to reach her house.On arrival, Geet's family (Pawan Malhotra, Dara Singh and Kiran Juneja) mistakens the two for lovers. Before this misconception can be cleared, Geet escapes to her boyfriend in Manali. Aditya leaves with her, confirming the suspicion that they are lovers. In Manali, Aditya feels empowered to return to Mumbai and resurrect his ailing business.

Destiny despises Geet's love story as Anshuman avoids and dumps her. On the other hand, Aditya begins to do well in life after he resurrects his failing business empire. One day, Geet's family, who think that she is with him, confronts Aditya. He is shocked to learn that Geet has not returned home. He takes it upon himself to find her and tells her family that he will bring her home in ten days.

Aditya finally tracks her down in a Himalayan town and is traumatized to learn about Geet's misfortune. Consoling her to face the circumstances, he manages in patching up the relationship of Geet and Anshuman, and they decide to travel back to Bhatinda. Back in Bhatinda, Geet's family again mistaken the two for lovers. Trying to clear the misconception, situations make Geet realise that she is in love with Aditya not Anshuman, and therefore they get married.

I am a self-proclaimed difficult person, i have issues like........if i dont like someone...i just dont like them, i dont abide by anything i think is wrong, i dont give plastic smiles, i dont talk to someone just for the sake of doing so.....there is a long list of things i dont like and do.....

Following on the same lines.....i had taken a strong dislike for one of my junior colleagues.....it actually were a lot of personal and professional reasons which cumulated to this wall i had made against her.....

then one day a colleague of mine pointed the fact that i had actually been really rude to her on many occassions....."rude" thats something i dont identify at all with.....but then it was probably true, i might have crossed the line...
she told me that the junior colleague was living a very difficult life with a sal of say 10k and because of a major financial crunch at home she was sending 7k home every month, living a very plain life, avoidig socialising to save on money, etc.....ZAPP!!!

I was completely zapped and dumb-found, so much of hard-ship at such an early age and that too with so much courage to face it head-on.......i cannot empathize with her nor will i sympathise, to make her feel weak, but i now respect her, more than i did.....more than i will ever do.....

but one thing i want to ask myself why was a reason required to change my attitude towards her, why couldnt i put a cap to my emotions beforehand....i dont know

But the fact also remains that I may not like her, but i do respect her.........I think it is possible - not to like someone yet respect them for who they are and what they do!!!!!!!!!!

welll

am still to decide on that

Well I drive an Activa to office daily..........and can be rated as one of the safest drivers on road......as i abide by all traffic rules, wear a helmet, never break a signal, no rage driving, no of anything on the road.....i have never crossed the 40km/hr mark....

So much so that my sis compares my driving to Fardeen Khan's driving in Hey Baby.....
Funny I know......but then despite all this something absurd happened yesterday...

I was returning home from off at 8 in the evening and was hardly a km away when this cop comes and stops me.....i am a bit surprised as it was the last thing i expected on the eve of a new year....

"he came and charged me of breaking a signal, well i was surprised, moreso because i had just got down from the flyover which is 2 km long and has no signals, i try to tell him that i was not the person because of obvious reasons, the cop tells me that he saw a person wearing a helmet and black jacket break the signal......well i was dumb struck, as this kind of thing happened with me for the first time, the cop noted down my vehicle noand threatned me that i will have to come to court to prove my innocence.....well after that i had nothing to say.....i was just waiting for him to take further action when he suggests that i can dissolve the issue right now by giving him some money...........at this point i was totally pissed off, i told him, and these were the exact words "bhad mein jaao tum, aab to yeeh issue court mein hi solve karungi"...........i know it was a rash decision, but thats what happened

my guess is that....the cop was looking to make some money, he stopped me thinking i was some guy as i was wearing sneakers,jeans, had pulled up the hood of my wind-sheater and was wearing my helmet, he was first surprised to see a girl inside, then he realised that he could harass a girl easier and get out some money out of me.....

though no real harm done, but it spoiled my mood really bad, the cop now has my vehicle no and i am just praying that he does not stop me some any day and pull me to court.....BECAUSE I WAS NOT AT FAULT.