::::::::: Its My LifE :::::::::

Since i have seen a lot of friends do this, so decided to write it in my blog too...

7 things i Love to do:
*be with my family
*watching the stars on a clear night
*sharing quality time with my close friends
*doing adventure sports
*watching some good romantic movie
*just sit in the garden and think about things with no one disturbing me
*doing good shopping

7 things i hate to do:
*explaning things about myself to others
*attending boring lectures
*bitching about others
*oversleeping
*listening to people talking crap
*smiling though I know the other person is an undercover enemy
*follow orders from others who think they know it all

7 things i want to do:
*go on a space travel
*get back to my original self
*give my family the best of presents love can buy
*keep in touch with friends past & present
*set up my own NGO, so that i can contribute on my own level
*reach to a very high level in my professional career
*and......

7 things i cant ever do:
*make others cry
*control my anger when my patience finally runs out
*tolerate two-faced people
*make friends with all
*be rude to the underpriviledged
*learn how to swim
*and......

7 things i like in the opposite sex:
*sense of humour
*way of communicating
*sensitiveness towards things
*their passion for their work
*honesty
*their height
*their looks

Today the 30.01.2006 is a memorable day for me at AIM…..cause today I attended the best class so far. As soon as I entered the class-room the prof. gave me a big smile, I guessed it was probably because I had never been there before, but soon I realized that I knew this guy…..had to do some soul-searching before I realized that he was the judge who had adjudged my group as the best in the Marketing case-study I had taken part in at a B-School fest……..pretty good memory must say.

The professor is a high fundo guy from the best college in India, is a very prosperous businessman, traveled probably the most of the world, pretty handsome too……but when he delivers his lectures its so good, you get so involved that time just flies by, the experience which he shares is so hilariously amazing, so simple in essence yet they convey so much so easily………

Though its bit of a pity that the class I attended is not one of my electives, I being a finance student and the class was a marketing one, though I now wish it were my course, anyways I will not let that prevent me from attending his classes…..

Do wish the other profs.could also take a hint from him and improve upon their lectures by making them livelier, rather that just boring us with monotonous stuff, or keep on bragging about their visits abroad, or further still, demoralizing us as soon as they enter the class……

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not go away
You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on

We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

today is probably one of the good days i've had at college, all my friends have got placed and finally we can celebrate as a group.........joydeep,poonam,jena,roy,monami,rajesh & me all have got placed. So now we all can go and party out and have a nice time............this poem is dedicated to my good friends.....

SUCCESS by Ralph Waldo Emerson

To laugh often and much;
To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;
To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;
To appreciate beauty,
To find the best in others,
To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;
To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is to have succeeded.

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

Its often said that change is the most permanent thing…………but then why is it so difficult to accept it, why cant we accept it as a fact and learn to live with it………anyways, throughout my life I have come across people who change because of petty issues.........someone gets something u dont get and then they go on a different cloud, they start ignoring u, make new friends...........pretty sad actually............how can people be so.............
very difficult to understand, though i am trying to learn to live with it but one thing's for sure its pretty difficult

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Have to go back home.......God knows why life has become so complicated......seems i have totally lost control over my life, an idiot in a white court has full control over it, i am just a puppet doing just what he tells me to do ( not that i dont like giong home,i love it, but i dont like going home for the wrong reasons).........but being a true optimist, i beleive every cloud has a silver lining and i have found one for this trip also..............my niece is turning a year old on 19th and i thought i would miss her birthday, but now i can atleast be there to wish my most priced possession the very best on her special day.

so sorry.......totally rash and stupid thing to do, dont know how could i get so irrational.......its always better when i ask you and do things, then you tell me to be mature and make my own decisions......now that i have made one its turned out to be wrong........you see thats why i always want to take help from you.....anyways whats done cant be undone.
Probably SORRY is all that is right to be said...will never happen again in the future.

WISHING ALL A GREAT & a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR
(hi jena took this picture from your blog.....really looks good)

Here are some interesting facts about the Petronas Towers:-

combined the towers have 1,000,000m2 of floor space;- at the 41st and 42nd level a skybridge connects the two towers 170m/558f above the ground.This bridge is 58.4m/192f long, weighs 750 tons and is open for the public since the end of 2000.
The entrance is free (closed on Monday!), but only a limited amount of timed tickets (800) is given out each day.Chances are you will have to wait in line quite a while, before you get such a free ticket;and you're only allowed on the bridge for a mere 10 minutes. Worth it?
Maybe, but instead a visit to the observatory of Menara Kuala Lumpur is much more interesting,though there is an entrance fee there (of RM15);- the towers have 32.000 windows;- the building costs were US $ 1,2 billion;-
the towers were designed to symbolise strength and grace using geometric principles typified in Islamic architecture;- without pinnacle the buildings are 'only' 378m/1,240f tall;- the towers are part of the 100-acre KLCC Development.
Other components of the development include the Suria KLCC, a six-story, 93,000 square feet shopping centre(with 270 specialty shops, cinema's and a food arcade), Menara Maxis, Menara Esso, the 20-hectare KLCC Park,a 6,000 capacity Surau, the District Cooling Centres to provide air conditioningand infrastructure works within the vicinity.
The whole complex was built on a former horse-racing track;- the towers' complex includes an art gallery, an 840-seat concert hall, and an underground parking lot;the main occupant of the buildings is Petronas, the national oil-company;- though completed in 1998, the buildings were officially opened on August 28th, 1999;- each tower contains 80,000 m3 of concrete in strengths up to Grade 80, almost 11,000 tonnes of reinforcement,and 7,500 tonnes of structural steel beams and trusses.- when standing in front of the building and looking towards the entrance,like seen on the picture above on the left (kl015), tower 2 is the building on the left,and tower 1 is the building on the right.

I miss it very much. I always wait for weeks, planning things out, as to what I would do when I will go home and then time flies by and its time to come back. Once here I miss it…….so much that I cant put it into words.
I love the small things that happen
# Ma waking me up in the morning
#Having ginger tea in the morning……..at the hostel I never have the morning tea, its just water
#Sitting in the garden doing nothing
#Playing with Puchku (my niece)
#Having home-made food, earlier when bhai used to come home I never understood what was the big deal about ghar ka khana……now I know its simply the best in the world
#Talking about the extended family…….getting updated
#Ma scolding me on my mistakes
#Just having a nice laugh, the topic need not be that funny, but its just great to laugh with people u love
#Talking for hours at night with di before falling off to sleep

Home is just too good, I think it’s a great thing that I am away, because when I was at home I never realized how very important it is………its like when u have something u don’t appreciate it, u just take everything for granted but when its no longer there u realize its real value…….

Well I am writing after quite a long time, but that is on purpose. Since I last posted on this blog a lot of things have happened…….. it was as if I was on an emotional & stressful ride and thought it best not to write anything at that point. Because I have a history of writing, saying, expressing, revealing etc…... a bit too much when I am in such phases and have even ended up doing things which I have repented on later……..so did not want to make the same mistake again.

Anyways a few really good things happened last year

*I got placed in a Credit Management company so have kind of achieved what I had dreamt of when I joined my mba programme
*My neice was born, a child in the family after 23 years, she is going to turn a year old (she is the sweetest thing God has ever made and may he protect her always)
*Successfully completed my summer training at my dream company (wish I can join it some day)
*Got my room changed at the hostel, this has given me a new lease of life

And then of course some other not so good things also happened

*Did not get the package as had expected
*Di has gone down far south, it takes 65hrs. to get to her place by train
*some people misunderstood me and broke their friendship with me (though I never bothered to go and explain stuff, cause I hate to do that……my belief is that if u say u r my friend then it is your responsibility to know me, if u cant do that u were never my friend)
*put on a lot of weight, cant recognize myself anymore…..this thyroid’s gonna kill me someday
*all illusions of a certain person got cleared…..guess it happened for the best, yet it did hurt

but on the whole was a good year, won some, lost some, exactly the way a balanced life works.