::::::::: Its My LifE :::::::::

Lately have decided to watch at least an hour of news to keep myself updated about the worldly matters....and must confess that news channels have left behind all the other channels when it comes to entertainment...

while watching the major 3 news channels consecutively i was witness to something i found very...now whats the word for it...

1st channel was claming that the exact date of Lord Rams birth and his crowning as king, the Lanka destruction and Lord Rams return to Ayodhya all have been deduced.....and it happened at around 5000BC....wow i thought, we can now celebrate lord rams birthday....and cut a cake, throw a party.....

2nd channel had something quite different.....it was hosting a show on the evil spirits and how a particular spirit of some king had been haunting a particular village for ages.....and not only villages the presence of spirits is also experienced in towns with educated people flocking to the babas to get rid of the bad spirits....and much more

3rd channel had something to show about how the scientists have predicted that by 2030 the world will come to an end, namely Pralay, because of the global warming and the constant rise in the earths temperature, etc, etc...

Now what does a non-Einstein kind of a person like me deduce from all this.....that lord ram was born and is now no more, thus the world has been over-powered by all the evil spirits, man and ghost both, and that the world cannot take all this for long and is thus coming to an end....oh i was so happy watching my cartoons, movies, sports etc.....at least i was not not worried about packing my bags in another 27 odd yrs.... "aakhir meri aankhein kyun khuli"

Well my love for reading and writing will take me a long way, I know that……but that surely does not reflect in my blog for sometime now, and I know that too…..

But then that’s the way it is………

Anyways right now I feel so lost and complicated in my life. I am expected to marry and settle down. Yeah I know it’s a part of my adult life but then I would surely like things to happen differently…….but then everything in the world cant happen the way we want it to be.

Of course there are other things I have on mind as well……dad has retired and we are looking to settle down somewhere soon, I feel so caught up in my work…..working for 12 hrs daily can seriously take its toll both on the body and mind, I am getting some really good offers but then…….mom dad are planning on my marriage soon, if I change my job now, how long will I be able to be with my new organization, I am desperately trying to get back in shape….but then miracles don’t happen in real life….i miss my friends and their bindaas company…..

Ok much of cribbing……there are good things happening too…..got a promotion with my current employer, adjudged best employee for the 3rd quarter ( prize was a trip to phuket – but had to forfeit that as without a passport and diwali round the corner, could not really make it )……I am enjoying every moment at home with my niece….oh shes so special…..and enjoy the freedom of having my own bike and riding it around the city….

Well guess that’s enough update on my current status….and do hope to write some more.