::::::::: Its My LifE :::::::::

well am writing after a really long time and to tell you the truth i really missed it all......

anyways have joined office, fell sick with food poisining due to the junk food i ate because there is no eating facility available near office, am working in an office which is completely male dominated and none of my immediate colleagues are females, so have to usually turn a deaf ear to all the male talk.........its kind of a ragging session at office, seniors casually push off all the files towards us, i.e. my colleague and i..........which is well not that very nice of them........cause on sat. i did 33 files, from 9:30am till 9:00pm..........it was tough.......

and no i am not nagging about it cause i know now is the time to learn , but sometimes i get a bit too tired..........especially working with fever is not that plesant an experience.

anyways since works got to be done i am doing it...........but i dont like it..........its not that i dont like to work, i dont like what i am doing.............we are in personal loans, we give loans to people who are in desperate need of money at an extraordinarily high int. rate..........literally making them pay 210% of what we give...........

so u can call me whatever but i feel that this is very unethical.......cheating on poor and uneducated people who dont know nor understand anything, but who just trust you with closed eyes and we dont leave even one opportunity to betray them

anyways thats how life is going on right now..........a fight against myself to do what i feel is not right and yet,yet, yet doing it to perfection...................ironical, yeah thats what it is right now.